it's all too much for me tonight, trip back in memory lane and whatever crazy friends reminding me that all mammals can nurse babies of other mammals i can only put Dahlia's Tear on my playlist and lie down and pray that i will stop being worried about my brothers and sisters out there the kitties the doggos the ratties the rabbies and i'm not averse to the birdies, they make so much pretty songs and all the crazy nostriches, they are all burned into my heart forever i hate you, but i love you, but i hate you, and may you live forever